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Glitter in the Air

VampTreSS | February 4, 2010

Whatever transpired.. Whatever needs we had before last night..

I think I found mine. I think I’m alright.

Maybe you’ll be gone again tomorrow. With another.

Hope lives. That’s all that mattered.

I’ll breathe another day and ask myself, “Will it ever get better than tonight”…

 

Glitter in the Air - Pink

Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands
Closed your eyes and trusted
Just trusted

Have you ever thrown a fistfull of glitter in the air
Have you ever looked fear in the face and said, “I just don’t care”

It’s only half past the point of no return
The tip of the iceberg
The sun before the burn
The thunder before the lightning
The breath before the phrase
Have you ever felt this way

Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone
Your whole life waiting on the ring to prove you’re not alone

Have you ever been touched so gently you had to cry
Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside

It’s only half past the point of oblivion
The hourglass on the table
The walk before the run
The breath before the kiss and the fear before the flames
Have you ever felt this way

La la la la
La la la la

There you are
Sitting in the garden
Clutching my coffee
Calling me sugar
You called me sugar
Oh
Oh
No
No
No

Have you ever wished for an endless night
Lassoed the moon and the stars
And pulled that rope tight

Have you ever held your breath
And asked yourself, “Will it ever get better than tonight
Tonight”

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19th

VampTreSS | January 20, 2010

I am pleasantly surprised.

You actually went to look at me.

Does this mean you have been thinking of me too?

Then comes all the endless questionings and the answers I would never find.

If you only knew……..

 

 

 

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When We Danced…

VampTreSS | December 22, 2009

How long must I wait?

Come dance with me again…

When We Danced - Sting

If he loved you
Like I love you
I would walk away in shame
I’d move town
I’d change my name
When he watches you
When he counts to buy your soul
On your hand his golden rings
Like he owns a bird that sings

When we dance
Angels will run and hide their wings

The priest has said my soul’s salvation
Is in the balance of the angels
And underneath the wheels of passion
I keep the faith in my fashion
When we dance
Angels will run and hide their wings

I’m still in love with you
[I’m gonna find a place to live
Give you all I’ve got to give]
When we dance
Angels will run and hide their wings
When we dance
Angels will run and hide their wings

If I could break down these walls
And shout my name at heaven’s gate
I’d take these hands
And I’d destroy the dark machineries of fate
Cathedrals are broken
Heaven’s no longer above
And hellfire’s a promise away
I’d still be saying
I’m still in love

He won’t love you
Like I love you
He won’t care for you this way
He’ll mistreat you if you stay

Come and live with me
We’ll have children of our own
I would love you more than life
If you’ll come and be my wife
When we dance
Angels will run and hide their wings
When we dance
Angels will run and hide their wings
When we dance
Angels will run and hide their wings
When we dance
Angels will run and hide their wings

I’m gonna love you more than life
If you will only be my wife
I’m gonna love you more than life
If you will only be my wife
I’m gonna love you night and day
I’m gonna try in every way

[I had a dream last night
I dreamt you were by my side
Walking with me baby
My heart was filled with pride
I had a dream last night]

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I’m a Model you know?

VampTreSS | August 5, 2008

At first I was going to say how nice it is, this place is just you and me, my dear Lippy. And how I’m wondering if this means I can safely write a little more before this place gets discovered. 

I just got a comment (which I’ve not approved yet). It could be those blog spams for all we know but then again, DM is Nick and my favourite ok ok? And that song happens to be Nick’s anthem.

 But knowing Nick, he’d probably leave comments of more profound intelligence like ‘I AM ABUNEHNEH’ or ‘ I STEAL YOUR UNDERWEAR’ than that.

So it’s back to watching what I write, my darling Lip. It was just getting cosy. Just leaving my thoughts here for you to read and laugh at me. Lol!

Random thoughts running through my mind right now.. Like can I say..

I hate superficial people. I hate being judged based on appearances.

And I had to choose the most superficial business to be in. To be the one that judges everyone based on how they look.

WTF.

Talk about irony.

Talk about cam whoring and media whores. Photo galleries are for pictures darling.

Blogs are for writing.

Got that? ;)

Enough from me before they all start thinking I’m being personal.

(No I’m just whining about work.)

Amd while I’m here shooting arrows in all directions..

People don’t do reality checks anymore. Can I blame it on the generation that’s all about being politically correct?

You’re not fat. The rest are just too skinny. You’re not ugly. They’re just blind.

I’m a MODEL you know?

Ok this is the internet. Nothing stays sacred for long and you’d be surprised who is reading this.

This post is so going to be deleted very soon.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

 

 

 

 

 

 

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The Note

VampTreSS | July 28, 2008

All it took

Was a little note

My conjured act

Of drunken bravery

Words that confessed

My true cowardice

Of the cat that hissed

Inside that forgotten sack

 

I let it out

I let it out

 

And now I find

I can’t kill the monster

That’s crept on my back

The missing piece of

This perplexing puzzle

Of why I’ve never been

Contented

Of what I’ve been searching for

 

I let it out

It’s finally out

The whisper’s been amplified

I let it out

I had to confess

The cause of my dissatisfaction

 

Just a little note

Summary of half my life

The unadulterated attrition

Of regrets laid hidden

Beneath my smiles and nods

All the years I’ve wasted,

I let them out now.

On the note I lay, written -

 

You’re all I ever wanted,

It was You, I’ve been waiting for.

 

- VampTreSS 28/07/08

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In and Out Of Time

VampTreSS | July 7, 2008

No time to change the layout here.

No time to write.

But to leave you this.

The sun has come.
The mist has gone.
We see in the distance…
our long way home.
I was always yours to have.
You were always mine.
We have loved each other in and out of time.
When the first stone looked up at the blazing sun
and the first tree struggled up from the forest floor
I had always loved you more.
You freed your braids…
gave your hair to the breeze.
It hummed like a hive of honey bees.
I reached in the mass for the sweet honey comb there….
Mmmm…God how I love your hair.
You saw me bludgeoned by circumstance.
Lost, injured, hurt by chance.
I screamed to the heavens….loudly screamed….
Trying to change our nightmares to dreams…
The sun has come.
The mist has gone.
We see in the distance our long way home.
I was always yours to have.
You were always mine.
We have loved each other in and out
In and Out
In and Out
Of time.

- Maya Angelou

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