Vamptress

Did a video casting earlier where he’s supposed to tell the uncle there’s a condom in the box.

condom

At first I was going to say how nice it is, this place is just you and me, my dear Lippy. And how I’m wondering if this means I can safely write a little more before this place gets discovered. 

I just got a comment (which I’ve not approved yet). It could be those blog spams for all we know but then again, DM is Nick and my favourite ok ok? And that song happens to be Nick’s anthem.

 But knowing Nick, he’d probably leave comments of more profound intelligence like ‘I AM ABUNEHNEH’ or ‘ I STEAL YOUR UNDERWEAR’ than that.

So it’s back to watching what I write, my darling Lip. It was just getting cosy. Just leaving my thoughts here for you to read and laugh at me. Lol!

Random thoughts running through my mind right now.. Like can I say..

I hate superficial people. I hate being judged based on appearances.

And I had to choose the most superficial business to be in. To be the one that judges everyone based on how they look.

WTF.

Talk about irony.

Talk about cam whoring and media whores. Photo galleries are for pictures darling.

Blogs are for writing.

Got that?

Enough from me before they all start thinking I’m being personal.

(No I’m just whining about work.)

Amd while I’m here shooting arrows in all directions..

People don’t do reality checks anymore. Can I blame it on the generation that’s all about being politically correct?

You’re not fat. The rest are just too skinny. You’re not ugly. They’re just blind.

I’m a MODEL you know?

Ok this is the internet. Nothing stays sacred for long and you’d be surprised who is reading this.

This post is so going to be deleted very soon.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

All it took

Was a little note

My conjured act

Of drunken bravery

Words that confessed

My true cowardice

Of the cat that hissed

Inside that forgotten sack

I let it out

I let it out

And now I find

I can’t kill the monster

That’s crept on my back

The missing piece of

This perplexing puzzle

Of why I’ve never been

Contented

Of what I’ve been searching for

I let it out

It’s finally out

The whisper’s been amplified

I let it out

I had to confess

The cause of my dissatisfaction

Just a little note

Summary of half my life

The unadulterated attrition

Of regrets laid hidden

Beneath my smiles and nods

All the years I’ve wasted,

I let them out now.

On the note I lay, written -

You’re all I ever wanted,

It was You, I’ve been waiting for.

- VampTreSS 28/07/08

No time to change the layout here.

No time to write.

But to leave you this.

The sun has come.
The mist has gone.
We see in the distance…
our long way home.
I was always yours to have.
You were always mine.
We have loved each other in and out of time.
When the first stone looked up at the blazing sun
and the first tree struggled up from the forest floor
I had always loved you more.
You freed your braids…
gave your hair to the breeze.
It hummed like a hive of honey bees.
I reached in the mass for the sweet honey comb there….
Mmmm…God how I love your hair.
You saw me bludgeoned by circumstance.
Lost, injured, hurt by chance.
I screamed to the heavens….loudly screamed….
Trying to change our nightmares to dreams…
The sun has come.
The mist has gone.
We see in the distance our long way home.
I was always yours to have.
You were always mine.
We have loved each other in and out
In and Out
In and Out
Of time.

- Maya Angelou